Wednesday, May 27, 2009
there's something i wish i could tell you but i don't think it would be appropriate. i'm not even sure of it myself. i feel so troubled. and i don't know if that day will come when i will have these regrets whatsoever because of the way i am? i'm looking for an indication but even so, so what if i find an indication? what am i supposed to do about it?
right now, i feel safe. safe that i'm away and just being by myself. and i don't know how much i'm willing to give up feeling this safe and peaceful. even if i end up willing to, things don't usually go the way you expect them to be. the things i did and felt consciously and subconsciously are making me feel like some joke is being played on me.
oh and i hate it when someone looks right into my eyes and pierce through my soul. i feel vulnerable... and something more.
better snap out of it. anyway, time will tell.
Labels: windows of the soul
love you like a sister;
2:17 am
